Dinner at cosmic...

DINNER AT COSMIC LAST NIGHT...
FOOD TASTE GOOD..
I HAD SEAFOOD PORRIDGE AND THE GOLDEN BOX...
NOT BAD...
SHOLUD HAVE A TRY NEXT TIME...

It's you...

IT'S YOU...

YOU'RE THE FLOWER IN THE GLOOM,
YOU'RE THE LIGHT IN THE GLOOM,
THAT IS SOMETHING I CAN'T DENY,
YOU PUT MY SOUL FROM WORST TO BEST.

THE SIGHT OF YOUR FACE TOOK AWAY ALL MY FEARS,
WILL YOU BE THE ONE I LOVE THROUGH OUT MY LIFE?
FOR AN ETERNITY CAN I SPEND IN YOUR ARMS?
CAN MY DAYS GRACED BY YOUR CHARM?

YOU'RE ONE IN A MILLION,
YOUR RADIANT SMILES ON YOUR SEXY LIPS WAS AS BRIGHT AS SUN,
YOU'RE SMART AND MANY GREAT CHARMS...
NO ONE IS PREFECT AS YOU.

MY THOUGHTS OF YOU ARE LIKE RAINDROPS ON FLOWER,
MY THOUGHTS OF YOU ARE LIKE RAINBOW OVER THE WATERFALL,
MY THOUGHTS OF YOU ARE LIKE FULL MOON OVER THE DARK NIGHT,
NOTHING COMPARES TO THE CHARM IS SEE IN YOU WHEN I LOOK AT YOU.

I ALWAYS YEARN TO COME TO YOU,
BE WITH YOU,
CHEERISH YOU,
HOLD YOU WHEN YOU FALL,
MEET YOUR NEED...

I DREAM ONLY OF YOUR LOVE,
AND HAPPINESS IN LIFE,
I TRY NOT TO THINK OF YOU,
BUT WHEN I CLOSE MY EYES...
ALL IS SEE IS YOU

I COOKED THESE

WHO SAID I CANNOT COOKED...
WHO SAID I CANNOT BE A GOOD WIFE...
I AM THE ONE WHO COOKED THESE...
NAOMI IS THE ONE....
WAKAKAKAKA

MY BRO BE MY LITTLE WHITE MOUSE....BUT SEE HIS EXPRESSION....

HE SAID THAT TASTE GOOD...

I DUN LIE...

IT REALLY TASTE GREAT..WAKAKAKA

HAPPY TO BE HOME AGAIN

YUMMY..THANKS DR.CALVIN AND SIS LI YEN

WOW...SO YUMMY..I GOT A PHONED FROM SIS LI YEN AND SHE WANT TO PASS SOMETHING TO ME AS SHE JUST CAME BACK FROM SEREMBAN..

I MET HER AT SPORT CENTRE AND SHE PASSED THIS TO ME..

SO TASTY...

----------->THESE SIEW PAU SO TASTY..

THE DOUGH WAS SO CRUNCHY

AND THE FILLINGS SO YUMMY!!

THEY'RE ARE NOT TALKING BULL SHIT!!

ONE IS NEVER ENOUGH!!!!

SOMETHING ABOUT LOVE

LOVE???

YUP...TALKING ABOUT LOVE TODAY...
ARE YOU TOO SHY TO LOVE?


COME ON....LOVE IS JUST BEAUTIFUL AND SWEET BY THE MOMENT YOU'RE SWEET... DARE TO LOVE THE ONE YOU LOVE...BECAUSE HE DESERVE YOUR LOVE WHEN YOU THINK HE DESERVE IT....
LOVE YOUR ENEMIES AND PRAY FOR THOSE WHO PERSECUTE YOU (THIS IS WHAT BIBLE VERSE TELL ME)

LOVE IS NOT COMPLICATED IF YOU LOVE A PERSON IN A SIMPLE WAY...


DON'T EVER LOOK DOWN ON LOVE BECAUSE LOVE CAN MAKE THE GREATEST CHANGE IN YOUR LIFE...
LOVE IS THE CHOICE YOU MAKE FROM TIME TO TIME....

EVERY MOMENT YOU'RE CHOOSING TO LOVE NO MATTER WHAT KIND OF LOVE IT COULD BE...SOOOOO....
AS LONG AS I CAN SEE,

AS LONG AS I CAN FEEL.

AS LONG AS I AM STILL ALIVE,

I WILL ALWAYS TRY TO LOVE TILL MY LAST BREATHE...
LOVE IS MUCH MORE BETTER THAT HATRED....






<=============>
THE SHIRT OF LOVE SAYING...












I OWNED THIS SHIRT..SO FAR I HAVENT WEAR IT COS JUST PRUCHASED IT TWO WEEKS AGO...
I AM ATTRACTED TO WORDS ON IT...
SAYING THAT LOVE IS NOT GETTING BUT GIVING...
IN A LOVE RELATIONSHIP NO MATTER BETWEEN BOYS AND GIRLS OR WITH GOD OR WITH THE PEOPLE SURROUND YOU,WE SHOULD NOT JUST THINKING OF GETTING.
GIVING IS A WAY TO SHOW YOUR LOVE TO THE ONE YOU LOVE....
WHEN THERE IS JUST GETTING,THAT IS NOT LOVE...
LOVE IS JUST A WORD UNTIL IT IS PROVE,
PROVE YOUR LOVE BY GIVING...
LOVE WITHOUT A REASON...
SOME MAY SAID I LOVE HIM BECAUSE HE IS GOOD ENOUGH...
FOR ME,THERE'S IS NO REASON IN LOVE...
I LOVE HIM BECAUSE I LOVE HIM...
SOUNDS IDIOT SAYING BUT THAT'S LOVE...
DON'T SAID YOU LOVE SOMEONE UNLESS YOU REALLY MEAN IT...
BECAUSE NOT ALL LOVE IS BEAUTIFUL...
WHEN THERE ARE LIES IN LOVE....
SOMETIME LIES DOES MAKE LOVE BEAUTIFUL....
TAKE AWAY MY LOVE IS JUST LIKE TAKE AWAY MY LIFE...
BEAUTY DOES NOT LAST FOREVER...BUT LOVE DOES....LOVE ENDURES FOREVER!!!
THESE ARE JUST A SHORT DESCRIBTION ABOUT LOVE!!!

PROM NIGHT IN AIMST?

JUST FINISHED MY CLASS...
JUST SAT DOWN....
JUST DREAMING BUT DREAMING NOTHING....
THEN SUDDENLY I REMEMBERED WHAT VIVIEN ASKED ME JUST NOW...
THE CONVERSATION BEGAN THIS WAY....

ME:I WOULD LIK TO PAY 5 RINGGIT FOR THE NOTES.
VIVIEN:OK(SHE KEPT THE MONEY I HANDED TO HER).WILL YOU COME TO THE PROM
NIGHT?
ME:ERM ,NOT SURE YET!WHY?
VIVIEN:I TAUGHT IT WILL MORE FUN IF MORE POEPLE IS COMING...
ME:WE SHOULD GO WITH PARTNER RIGHT?
VIVIEN:I AM NOT VERY SURE ABOUT THAT...

ERM....I DUNNO WANT TO GO OR NOT...HEHEHE..OF COS SHE IS NOT WORRYING GOING WITH PARTNER BECOS SHE IS SO LOVELY AND PRETTY TOO AND I THINK SHE WILL FIND HER PARTNER....
PROM NIGHT?
I GUESS WHAT WILL IT BE PROM NIGHT IN AIMST..OR OUTSIDE?
ERMMMM..WANNA KNOW ABOUT IT...
MALAY WEARING BAJU KURUNG?INDIAN WEARING SARI?CHINESE WEARING CHEONGSAM?
WILL THEY HAVE THIS KIND OF RULES?
WAITITNG TO SEE

Just wanna describing my life

erm erm erm erm erm...ai ya dun erm dy lar...
okokok...moving to the main point...ehemmmmm ehemmmmm...
IT REALLY BEEN LONG NOT POSTING SINCE MY LAST POST...
YAYAYA..ABOUT A MONTH DY HOR?
I REALLY ALMOST FORGOT ABOUT WANNING'S BLOG..
MY BLOG LA...REALLY HAVE A HARD TIME HERE...
I DUN UNDERSTAND HOW COME THE APRIL AND MAY BATCH COULD BE SO RELAX....BUT WE...ERM.....SUX MAN...
AT LAST I KNOW WHY...AFTER THIS GUY...SHANWAYNE SAID THAT JULY'S BATCH ARE KIASU...
THEN I ADDED IN...NOT JUST KIASU...WAS VERY VERY VERY KIASU...
I TAUGHT COLLEGE LIFE WILL BE FUN...COLOURFUL..WONDERFUL....BEAUTIFUL..
I TAUGHT IT WILL HAVE ALL THE FUL FUL FUL?KONON KONON KONON.....
I WENT TO CHURCH JUST NOW...FGA..ERM...DUN WAN DESCRIBE THIS...
WOWOWOW...WHEN I REFRESHED BACK...IT HAD BEEN A LNG TIME I DUN REALLY TALK TO GUY DY...IS GUY NOT GAY...
HAHAHA...TALKED TO SHAMWAYNE JUST NOW...ERM ERM ERM ...STILL OK I GUESS...
IF I DUN HAVE A CONVERSATION WITH GUYS FOR A FEW MONTHS MORE..I THINK THE TERM GUY MAY BE DISAPPEAR FROM THE DICTIONARY OF MY LIFE...
WILL IT BE POSSIBLE?
TEST JUST AROUND THE CORNER....WHERE IS THE CORNER?I SEE NOTHING....
THE FOOD HERE REALLY TERRIBLE.HORRIBLE AND VEGETABLE....
I MISS BAN MIAN..KAM PUAN AND MEE REBUS....
AIYO NAOMI...DUN THINK ABOUT IT PLS...I SAW YOUR SALIVA DY LARRRR.....
YUCKSSS....HAHAHA....
ONE MORE....DUNNO WHY SUDDENLY I WOULD LIKE TO TALK ABOUT BGR...
ERM..HW COME PEOPLE CAN COUPLE IN A MONTH TIME?
ERM?LOVE?DUN SAID YOU LOVE SOMEONE EXCEPT YOU REALLY MEAN IT...
ANOTHER CASE...A GUY TOUCHING HIS GIRLFREN THIGHS...OH NO..IS DAY TIME PLS..
EVERYONE WILL SEE IT MAN...IF YOU WAN TO DO IT..PLS DO IT IN A ENCLOSE AREA..
IN THE ROOM MAYBE..I DUN MIND IF BOTH OF YOU ARE NAKED TOO...HAIZ...
A LOT OF WEIRD SCENE....
DESCRIBING MY LIFE IN TEN WORDS..
1.BORING
2.BUSY
3.SUFFERING
4.TORTURED
5.DULL
6.STRESSFUL
7.ANNOYING
8.LIMITED
9.SICKENING
10.DEPRESSED
LASTLY....I CAN USE ONLY A WORD TO SUMMARISE MY LIFE IN AIMST WHICH I HAVE NO AIMS......THE WORD IS
SUX

Life in AIMST..

THIS MY BED...HERE..I AM SHARING WITH 3 OTHERS ROOM MATE..SHIN YUAN FROM PENANG,QIAN MIN FROM MALACCA AND TYZZ MEY FROM TAIPING...THEY ARE SO NICE AND FUNNY...ESPECIALLY QIAN MIN..ACTUALLY BASED ON OUR FACE..SEEMS LIKE I'LL BE THE MOST TALKATIVE AND DIRTY TALKING..HAHAHAHA..SOSOSOSOLALALALA...BUT ACTUALLY QIAN MIN TALK THE MOST AND I CAN JUST BE THIRD...HAIZ...ACTUALLY I AM SO GRATEFUL BECAUSE MY ROOMMATE ARE NOT SELFISH..HAHAHA..THEY WAKE UP SO EARLY IN THE MORNING AND I ALWAYS BE THE LAST...SAD TO SAY ABOUT THE FOOD HERE..ALTHOUGH THEY HAVE MALAY,INDIAN,VEGETARIAN AND CHINESE FOOD..BUT..BUT..BUT..ALL SEEMS LIKE THE SAME...SPICY...I MISS KAM PUAN 'N' BAN MIAN SO MUCH..HAHAHA...I AM GOING BACK THIS FRI TO ENJOY IT..WAKAKAKAKA...ANOTHER SAD CASE WAS THAT I LIVED IN THE HIGHEST FLOOR..THAT'S FIFTH FLOOR..NO LIFT...HAIZ...I SHOULD THINK A POSITIVE WAY THAT I COULD EXERCISE..HAHAHA...

MY HAND GOT ALL THESE RASHES...HAIZZ.....THANK TO THE MAY BATCH INTAKE..MAKE MY HAND SUCH A WAY..HAHAHA..ACTUALLY I GOT THESE FROM THE TELEMATCH WE PLAYED ON OUR ORIENTATION WEEK...BUT NOW MY HAND WAS OK DY..NOT SO SERIOUS...WE'RE ASKED TO CRAWL ON THE GRASS..MAYBE ALLERGIC..BUT THAT DAY NOT REALLY ENJOYING MYSELF COS THE SUN WAS JUST TOO NICE TO MELTZZZZZZZ ME...

HOPE MY LIFE IN AIMST NOT SUX...SO FAR SO GOOD LA...

Night on the beach..

IT WAS AROUND 11 WHEN MY PHONE RANG..I TAUGHT IT WAS A CALL FROM THE ONE WHO I AM WAITING..BUT SEEMS LIKE BOON HAN CALLING..

HE TOLD ME THAT HE WAS IN FRONT OF MY HOUSE ALREADY..THEN I OPENED MY HOUSE'S DOOR AND I SAW HIM..HE BOUGHT BIG APPLE FOR US..HAHA..THANKS FOR THAT..REALLY TASTE GREAT..HAHAHA..THEN WE WENT TO PH'S HOUSE NAD WE TALKED FOR A WHILE AND WE LEFT WITHOUT PH WITH US..HAHAHA..

THEN WE FETCH MEI SING THEN WE WENT TO LOOK FOR BH..

AND WE WENT OUR 'ÓLD PLACE' AND MOST OF THEM THINK THAT THIS PLACE IS A STANDARD PLACE IN A 'STANDARD' CITY LIKE MANJUNG..THAT'S MACD...

AFTER FINISH OUR DRINKS..

THEN WE GO ANOTHER PLACE..THAT'S IS TELUK BATIK..THE PICTURE I TOOK WAS THE SHADOW OF MIND..

WE SAW SOMEONE FISHING THERE AND THE SEA WATER SEEMS SO CLEAN..I GUESS USUALLY WE WENT THERE DAY TIME AND WHAT WE SAW WAS UNCLEAN SEA WATER..

NOW I KNOW WAT ALREADY..PEOPLE PISSING IN THE WATER..HAHAHA...AND MAYBE SHITTING ALSO..NOBODY KNEW THAT..HAHAHA...

HAHAHA..I WROTE MY NAME ON THE BEACH..LAST NIGHT WAS A GREAT NIGHT COS I NEVER WENT TO TELUK BATIK AT MIDNIGHT..BY THE WAY WE SAW TWO MEN FISHING THERE..I ASKED HIM WHETHER HE SAW GHOST AND PONTIANAK AS WELL AS ZOMBI AROUND TELUK BATIK OR NOT..I AKSED THESE QUESTIONS COS THEY TOLD ME THAT THEY LIVE AROUND THERE..

THEN THEY SAID THEY DIN SAW IT..

BUT THEY POINTED US THE UP HILL THERE...THEY SAID THERE WAS A CHALET BEFORE AND THERE WAS A LOT OF GHOST...HAHA..AND NOW THE PLACE WAS EMPTY BECOS OF ALL THE GHOST..HAHAHAHAHA...

THEY ASKED US WHY WE CAME HERE SO LATE...THEN I ANSWERED THEM THE REASON WE CAME HERE WAS TO SEE ALL THOSE GHOST..HAHAHA...I DUN THINK THEY GOT ANY FISH AT LAST..BY THE TIME WE WENT HOME THEY STILL TANGAN KOSONG...

I WANT NEW LIFE...

I WISH THAT I COULD HAVE A NEW LIFE..

NOW I REALISED THAT BUSY IS MUCH MORE BETTER THAN BORING..

I DON'T WANT MY LIFE CONTINUE LIKE THIS..

HAVE TO FIND SOMETHING TO OCCUPY MY DAMN FREE TIME..

HAIZ HAIZ HAIZ...

I AM DOING THE SAME THING EVERYDAY...

I THINK I AM GOING FORM 6 TO SPEND MY FREE TIME THERE..

JUST FOR A MONTH...LATER ON I WILL GO FOR MY A LEVEL..

HAVE BEEN A LONG TIME I DIDN'T DROP A FEW LINE HERE...

NOTHING SPECIAL HAPPENDED RECENTLY..

SO NOTHING TO WRITE ALSO...

HAIZ...

MY LIFE SUX SUX SUX SUX SUX SUX SUX SUX..

ONLY A WORD TO DESCRIBE MY LIFE NOW...SUX..

HOPE AND HOPE AND STILL HOPE THAT MY LIFE WILL CHANGE....

AS SOON AS POSSIBLE...

THIS IS A MUST...

First time went fishing

WOW...
I WENT FISHING FOR THE FIRST TIME WITH AH MOH,YEAK,AH PAO AND HANG MING...
DAMN HAPPY AND EXCITED..
DUNNO HOW TO DESCRIBE THE FEELING..
WHEN WE REACH THERE..AH MOH BUSY PREPARING THE FISHING ROD FOR US...
BUT THE THING I HATE THE MOST WAS MOSQUITOES...
BUT YEAK HELP ME TO LIGHT UP RIDSECT ALL OVER THE PLACE..
HAHA..
THEN STARTED MY FISHING..
HANG MING ASKED ME TO LOOK OVER HIS ROD..BECOS HE WANT TO PISS...
HEHE...HERE BEGAN OUR CONVERSATION

WAN NING:CAN YOU LET ME FISH A WHILE??
HANG MING:OKOK..I WANT TO GO TO TOILET..
WAN NING:OKOK..JUST GO...
HANG MING WALKED AWAY..
WAN NING:HEY HEY HEY...WHY THE FISHING ROD WERE MOVING?YOU GUYS FASTER COME HERE...

NO BODY CARE BUT HANG MING RUN TOWARDS ME..
HE ALSO HAD NO IDEA WAT TO DO..
THE HE ASKED AH MOH...
WAN NING:HAHA..YOU ALSO DUNNO WAT TO DO?
HANG MING:YUP...
WAN NING:TOLD YOU SOMETHING..THIS IS THE FIRST TIME I WENT FOR FISHING..
HANG MING:TOLD YOU THE TRUTH TOO..THIS IS MY FIRST TIME ALSO..
THEN BOTH OF US BURST OUT LAUGHING...
NOBODY GOT ANY FISH ACCEPT AH PAO..HE GOT TWO FISH..
HAIZ...LET HIM LAN SI A BIT LA..
THEN SUDDENLY WIND BLEW...
SEEMS LIKE GOING TO RAIN LIKE CAT AND DOG..
ALL OF US SUGGESTED TO GO HOME...
THEN WE PACKED OUR THING AND RAN TOWARDS OUR CAR..
AND AH MOH DRIVE US HOME..
LATER WE YC AT MADINAH..
THEN WENT HOME..AND SLEEP..
SUCH A NICE EXPERIENCE..BECOS NEVER BEEN FISHING BEFORE..
NOW I DID...

SHINJUKU INCIDENT!!

SHINJUKU INCIDENT,A MOVIE I WATCHED LAST FRIDAY...
I GOT A MSG FROM MY EX...HE WAS ASKING ME OUT FOR A MOVIE..
WE WENT OUT FOR THE MOVIE BECOS I KNEW THAT ALTHOUGH WE BROKE UP DY BUT CAN STILL BE FREN...
ALL THE WAY TO THE CINEMA..I REMAINED SILENT..SO WAS HIM...THE SITUATION WAS SO 'COLD'..REACHED THE CINEMA..
BOTH OF US AGREED TO WATCH THIS MOVIE..
STARRED BY JACKIE CHAN,DANIEL WU AND FAN BING BING...
WAS A NICE MOVIE...
ABOUT FIGHTING,AND COOPERATION WITH JAPANESE...
KILLING EACH OTHER...ABOUT FREIDNSHIP...HAHA..HARD FOR ME TO INTRODUCE A MOVIE..BUT THE MOST IMPOPRTANT OF THIS STORY THAT I NOTICED WAS THAT JACKIE CHAN DIED IN THIS MOVIE...
IT'S REALLY HARD FOR JACKIE TO DIE IN HIS PREVIOUS MOVIE..
HE DUN REALLY EXPERIENCED DYING SCRIPTS I GUESS...
HAVE A WATCH...KINDA A NICE MOVIE..

HERE IS THE SYPNOSIS...
A simple Chinese immigrant wages a perilous war against one of the most powerful criminal organizations on the planet in this sprawling action drama directed by Derek Yee (One Night in Mongkok) and starring Jackie Chan, Daniel Wu, and Masaya Kato. In Japan, foreign migrants are shunned by mainstream society. Taunted by the Yakuza, they live in constant fear of being discovered and repatriated. Into this perilous world ventures Steelhead (Chan), a humble tractor repairman who has traveled to Tokyo in search of his missing girlfriend Xiu Xiu (Jinglei Xu), who vanished into thin air shortly after arriving in the city. It doesn't take Steelhead long to learn just what kind of hardships Chinese immigrants in Japan endure at the hands of underworld gangsters and foreign crime syndicates, and upon discovering that Xiu Xiu has adapted a Japanese identity and married up and coming Yakuza chief Eguichi (Masaya Kato), the two men form an uneasy alliance. Over time, Steelhead earns the respect of his fellow Chinese immigrants by establishing a place for them to gather. But the dark side still beckons to Steelhead, because after helping Eguichi dispense with a powerful rival, he is granted full control of Shinjuku's most popular nightspots. Resistant to the allure of the criminal lifestyle, Steelhead discovers a new love and opens a tractor repair business just outside the city. When Equichi begins using Steelhead's former compatriots as pawns to front the Yakuza's drug trade, the vengeful immigrant returns to the city determined to exact justice, even if it means destroying the future of the woman he once loved. ~ Jason Buchanan, All Movie Guide

The 75 simple secrets of HAPPY PEOPLE...

1. YOUR LIFE HAS PURPOSE AND MEANING
2.USE A STRATEGY FOR HAPPINESS
3.YOU DON'T HAVE TO WIN EVERY TIME
4.YOUR GOALS SHOULD BE ALIGNED WITH ONE ANOTHER
5.CHOOSE YOUR COMPARISONS WISELY
6.CULTIVATE FRIENDSHIP
7.TURN OFF THE TV
8.ACCEPT YOURSELF-UNCONDITIONALLY
9.REMEMBER WHERE YOU CAME FROM
10.LIMIT YOURSELF TO THINKING ABOUT ONE SUBJECT AS YOU LIE
DOWN TO SLEEP
11.FRIENDSHIP BEATS MONEY
12.HAVE REALISTIC EXPECTATIONS
13.BE OPEN TO NEW IDEAS
14.SHARE WITH OTHERS HOW IMPORTANT THEY ARE TO YOU
15.IF YOU'RE NOT SURE,GUESS POSITIVELY
16.BELIEVE IN YOURSELF
17.DON'T BELIEVE IN YOURSELF TOO MUCH
18.DON'T FACE PROBLEMS ALONE
19.AGE IS NOT TO BE FEARED
20.DEVELOP A HOUSEHOLD ROUTINE
21.DON'T BE OVERPROTECTIVE
22.PAY ATTENTION.YOU MAY HAVE WHAT YOU WANT
23.DON'T LET YOUR RELIGIOUS BELIEFS FADE
24.DO WHAT YOU SAY YOU ARE GOING TO DO
25.DON'T BE AGGRESSIVE WITH YOUR FRIENDS AND FAMILY
26.ROOT FOR THE HOME TEAM
27.DON'T CONFUSE STUFF WITH SUCCESS
28.EVERY RELATIONSHIP IS DIFFERENT
29.DON'T THINK ''WHAT IF''
30.VOLUNTEER
31.IF YOU CAN'T REACH YOUR GOALS,YOUR GOALS WILL HURT YOU
32.EXERCISE
33.LITTLE THINGS HAVE BIG MEANINGS
34.IT'S NOT WHAT HAPPENED,IT'S HOW YOU THINK ABOUT WHAT
HAPPENED
35.DEVELOP SOME COMMON INTERESTS WITH LOVED ONES
36.LAUGH
37.DON'T LET YOUR ENTIRE LIFE HINGE ON ONE ELEMENT
38.SHARE OF YOURSLEF
39.BUSI IS BETTER THAN BORED
40.SASTIFACTION IS RELATIVE
41.LEARN TO USE A COMPUTER
42.TRY TO THINK LESS ABOUT THE PEOPLE AND THINGS THAT BOTHER
YOU
43.KEEP YOUR FAMILY CLOSE
44.EAT SOME FRUIT EVERY DAY
45.ENJOY WHAT YOU HAVE
46.THINK IN CONCRETE TERMS
47.BE SOCIALLY SUPPORTIVE
48.DON'T BLAME YOURSELF
49.BE A PEACEMAKER
50.CHERISH ANIMALS
51.MAKE YOUR WORK A CALLING
52.NEVR TRADE YOUR MORALS FOR YOUR GOALS
53.DON'T PRETEND TO IGNORE THINGS YOUR LOVED ONES DO THAT
BOTHER YOU
54.GET A GOOD NIGHT'S SLEEP
55.BUY WHAT YOU LIKE
56.ACCOMPLISH SOMETHING EVERY DAY
57.BE FLEXIBLE
58.EVENTS ARE TEMPORARY
59.BE YOUR OWN FAN
60.JOIN A GROUP
61.BE POSITIVE
62.THERE WILL BE AN END,BUT YOU CAN BE PREPARED
63.HOW WE SEE THE WORLD IS MORE IMPORTANT THAN HOW THE
WORLD IS
64.KEEP A PEN AND PAPER HANDY
65.HELP THE NEXT PERSON WHO NEEDS SOME MINOR ASSISTANCE
66.TAKE CARE NOT TO HARSHLY CRITISE FAMILY AND FRIENDS
67.SOME PEOPLE LIKE THE BIG PICTURES,AND OTHERS LIKE THE
DETAILS
68.DO THINGS YOU ARE GOOD AT
69.GO VISIT YOUR NEIGHBOUR
70.SMILE
71.DON'T ACCEPT TELEVISION'S PICTURE OF THE WORLD
72.YOU ALWAYS HAVE A CHOICE
73.BE AGREEABLE
74.MONEY DOES NOT BUY HAPPINESS
75.WHAT DOES IT ALL MEAN?YOU DECIDE

JUST FOR YOU...

TODAY IS THE 3RD DAY WITHOUT YOU IN MY LIFE...
I DUN REALLY FELT SAD....
NOT EVEN A DROP OF TEARS DROPPED FROM MY EYE...
JUST BECOS OF YOU...
MAYBE I AM TOO BUSY WITH ALL THE APPLICATION AND FACING THE COM WHOLE DAY LONG...
BUT I WENT OUT TO VIVO CITY JUST NOW...
I BOARDED ON THE TRAIN..
I SAW A COUPLE...
THEIR ACTION MAKE ME FLASHED THE MOMENT WE'RE TOGETHER....
MAKE ME THINK OF YOU....
WHAT THEY DID JUST LIKE WHAT WE DID TOGETHER LAST TIME...
THEY SMELLED EACH OTHER..
WHISPERING INTO EACH OTHER EARS...
LOOKING INTO EACH OTHER...
KINDA ALIKE WHAT WE HAD DONE...
REALLY MAKE ME THINK OF YOU...
BUT I REALISED THAT EVERYTHING HAD PASSED....
EVERYTHING CANNOT GO BACK TO NORMAL...
COS YOU AND ME HAD MAKE A DECISION TO LEAVE EACH OTHER....
HOPE THIS IS THE BEST DECISION...
ENJOYING THE MOMENT WE BE TOGETHER..
ALTHOUGH I AM NOT SAD WITH THE BREAK UP...
AND I AM NOT SURE WHETHER I AM DENYING MY OWN FEELINGS...
BUT I WILL STILL KEEP YOU AS ONE OF THE SWEET MEMORIES IN MY LIFE...
THANKS FOR COMING INTO MY LIFE....
HOPE YOU ENJOY YOUR LIFE..
YOUR DREAMS WILL COME TRUE..
AND THE NEXT GIRL WILL REALLY BRING HAPPINESS TO YOU...
AND LET YOU KNOW THE REAL MEANING OF LOVE...
APPRECIATE WAT YOU HAVE...
MAY GOD BLESS YOU..
SORROW WILL TURN TO JOY IN JESUS NAME...
SEE YA.....

National service's life

On the 28th of December,i went to ns...boarded on the bus...
then knew my first fren yu shan..
when i reached the kem desa rimba ...i saw lots of people looking towards our bus..
actually they are those from kelantan and selangor...
i walked towards the caunter and registered..
haha....i belong to the company "charlie"..c group...
then i ahead towards my dorm....'mawar'
i knew my first fren in the dorm..swee hoong...
but people who stayed in my dorm looked weird for me at first..
there is a girl...oh nonono...a boy...i dunno at first.
actually she is a girl...everyone taught she is a boy...yea..she look like a boy....
but this girl really nice...her name is chee ling...
then there was another girl....with her colourful hair..looked cool and quiet...
her hair had more than 4 colour..red...yellow.and golden..oh no...kinda scary....
haha..but she was nice too..her name is joanne wong see ping from pangkor....
the moment i taught my suffering life in kem desa rimba had started when all of us were asked to carry our clothes...
i was given 2 pairs of baju loreng,2 inner loreng,2 pairs of baju kelas,2 pairs of baju PT,a pair of spike boot,a pair of kasut kelas,a pair kasut sukan,variety of belt and cap,and socks....
i could not imagined how i can carry all the things walking a kilometre back to my dorm...
and that moment rain falling down..
well....i was manage to carry the stuffs to my dorm....
but but but...my hand NON-STOP SHIVERING....
i was asked to sit in from of the stage...and i saw there was a girl crying at my right site...then i turn to my left..the girl was crying too..
my tears also dropping down....
i had cried for almost a week in ns...
but my cried stop at the moment we do kkj...
haha..this is the first time we had chance to talk with guy..all botak...
i knew shy yoong,kok lun,zi hang,kenny,boon yew,shun and sheng for the first time..they all killer hornet..hahahaha...
killer hornet is charlie....
i still remembered on 5th of jan....there was competition between company to present kkj...
hahaha...i was one of the presenter....
and my company got first..we are the champion....

Ns life was kinda boring...becos doing the same thing at the same time everyday..
this is the time table...
5.3o a.m. bangun pagi
6.30a.m. senaman pagi
7.30a.m. minum pagi
9.00a.m. go to class
10.30a.m. minum pagi
11.00a.m class
12.30p.m makan tengah hari...
2.30p.m.activities...(tts,kawad,ect)
4.30p.m.minum petang
5.30p.m.riadah
6.30p.m.makan malam
9.oop.m.activitie(watch movie,ceramah,ect)
10.30p.m minum malam
11.oop.m.tidooorrrrrr

this is the life there...
i got pangkat there...
satu balak on the shouder....
there were few more balak...2 balak,3 balak and 4 balak...
4 balak belong to al-hafiz..
a kelantanese...handsome boy,sweet,funny and cute...
i was always bullied by him in baris....
i was his number 1 fans...
haha
then somemore helmi,2 balak deltA... a cute guy...
saiful,2 balak bravo,a smart,handsome,funny and cute guy...
love hanging out with all the balak...
especially raja and sarah...
sarah was my new found fren in ns..
she was such a nice girl...
like her so much..
and really thanks her parent for spending so much of time to teach in kelas kerohanian...
may god bless her....
raja....ermmmm..
at first i dun like her..
but when we became balak...we mixed around...
i love her so much...

IN dorm..
my syg..eamy..miss her so much...
she also a kelantanese...
she was so cute...and i always look at her nasi lemak when she took of her clothes...
hahahahaha...
swee hoong,chee ling,joanne,mei mei,lily and pei pei..were the chinese in my dorm...
we all shared a characteristics..that is like to talk..haha
i really happy to meet them there...i liked to iron their clothes....
and when i cried the wipe away my tears..and shared everything with me...
thanks god for bringing them into my life..

haha....
i love to shoot...
i had the apportunity to shoot using m16...
i got 75 marks for the shoot..
i ride on flying fox for 2 times ....and tried all the kembara halangan...
i went to wira jaya...the day i will not forgetfor the rest of my life...
i chopped onion using parang and chop finger twice..
the toilet was so dirty but i had to use too...
but i really gained greatexperience..

ns brought lotzz of sweet memories...
i knew lotzz of fren..
meet people with different culture..
and the jl there really nice..
kinda happy going ns..
enjoy ns...